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(Sand’s Car)

Dialing Lindo’s number…

Her:” Sthandwa sami…” Me:” I’m outside babe, let’s go.” Her:” Okay love, I’m coming.” She approached the car and I got off so that I could open the door for her. She looked stunning, it’s clear she went all out for this lunch and I better not disappoint. Her:” Hi babe, looking dapper as always.” She kissed me on the cheek and got in. Me:” Hau mara love, just a kiss on the cheek?” Her:” That’s because I’m punishing you, now let’s go I’m hungry.” She smiled. Me:” Yes ma’am, say no more.” I went to my side and drove off. Me:” You look really beautiful babe. I’m smitten…” Her:” (Blushes) I try love but hey I have to go all out for my man so that he can keep his eyes on me and nobody else.” Me:” That’s right!” I put my hand on her thigh, she was wearing a short floral dress that showed off her cleavage with gladiator shoes. Her make-up was on point and had tied her hair in a messy bun. She looked really beautiful and that dress got me feeling some type of way…

Zee:

After I failed numerous times to calm mom down, I just gave up trying to show her that there is more to life than what she’s going through. Seeing that all my efforts were falling on deaf ears I just up and left her in that state, I tried to comfort her but she wouldn’t even let me in. She’s of the impression that they will fix things, her and dad but I'm pretty sure that dad has made up his mind and want to move on with his new family. It’s sad because I’m also losing something in all of this, and that is my dad. Ever since his been gone, not even once has he called to check up on me. Not even after what happened at the mall. It’s clear as day that he doesn’t care anymore and who am I to force matters? If only, I could get mom to see things from my perspective.

(Sending text to Tebo…) Me: Hey, I’m on my way. Just left my house…

(Message alert: Tebo…) Him: I’m already here 

I made sure to walk as quickly as I can because I didn’t want to stay out till late. Mom is in a bad state, and who knows what she might do to me should I return home after dark.

(News Café Menlyn)

Sands:

I pulled out a chair for her after we were shown a table for two and I sat right across her. I needed a beautiful view so I made her my mews. Me:” So what do you want to have?” Her:” (Giggle) Hau babe I didn’t even look at the menu…” Me:” My bad, I don’t mean to rush you love.” She smiled. Waitress:” Can I get you something to drink while you’re still browsing through the menu?” Me:” Babe?” Her:” Yes, of course. I’ll have a Long Island please.” Me:” Cocktail so early in the day my love?” Her:” Sandile come on, are you going to complain about everything that I’m going to order?” Me:” No, I was just teasing you. That’s all.” Waitress:” And what are you going to have?” Me:” Cola tonic and lemonade will do thanks.” She took our order and left. I just gazed at Lindo as she was going through the menu, I am truly drawn to her and her beauty. How could I even pretend to be genuine when I have such a huge secret weighing me down? What will become of us should Kea tell her everything? Would she do that though? Her:” What’s on your mind? You zoned out for a second there…” She looked straight into my eyes and it was like she could see right through me. Me:” It’s nothing babe, just thinking about how lucky I am to date such a beautiful girl with a sexy body of course. I’m blessed.” I smiled. Her: (Blushes) better believe it. I’m ready to order, you?” Me:” Yeah, let’s order my love.” I waved at the waitress who was serving us, she came over instantly. Waitress:” Ready to order?” Me:” Yep, honey what are you gon’ have?” Her:” May I please have the Original Melt Sirloin with chips.” Waitress:” Okay, and you sir?” Me:” I’ll just have the Bacon & Cheese burger with chips.” Waitress:” Okay, so it’s Original Melt Sirloin with chips and Bacon & Cheese burger with Chips?” Us:” Yes, thank you.” Waitress:” Coming right up.” She smiled and winked at me. I just giggled, good thing Lindo didn’t see that or else she was gon’ put her in her place. The waitress brought our drinks while we waited for our food.

(Zee & Tebo)

Walking up to Tebo a part of me wanted to turned back, I really wanted to hear him out but emotionally I am just not stable and the last thing I want is to break down in front of him. I can’t have people talking about my parent’s divorce. Me:” Hey, sorry I took forever to get here. Walking is just not for me.” Him:” It is okay, I’m just glad that you could make it.” He smiled. Me:” Yeah, here I am…” I looked down. This meet up is just awkward. How do I even break the ice when my mind is not even here? Him:” Zee are you okay?” Me:” mhmm…” I looked at him. He just raised him brow. Me:” Uhm… Sorry about that, you were saying?” Him:” Are you okay? That was question.” Me:” Oh… I’m fine. So where is your companion today?” Him:” I left him behind, he wanted to come with me but I told him no.” Me:” O-kay…” I bit my lip. He just looked at me without saying anything, I couldn’t even make eye contact by the way he was staring at me. It was like he was having a conversation with himself in his head.

(Phone ringing: Amo) Me:” Sorry, I need to take this. I won’t be long.” Him:” Sure, by all means.”

I walked a few meters away and answered. Me:” Mr Qubeka…” I smiled. Amo:” Future Mrs Qubeka, unjani?” Me:” (Laugh) don’t call me that, I will never be your Mrs.” Amo:” Don’t be too sure Zee, mina nawe we are destined to be together.” Me” Dream on brother, dream on. How are you doing by the way? I’ve been waiting for your call?” Amo:” I’m good wifey, thanks for asking. And sorry for keeping you waiting I just woke up from my comfy bed which I missed so dearly after you spent the night in it all alone. How selfish…” I took a glance at Tebo and saw a sad expression on his face. I had to conclude this phone call, I didn’t want to seem disrespectful and insensitive towards him. Me:” But I never said you must sleep on the couch, or did I?” Amo:” No but you…” Me:” Hey Amo look, I’m busy with something at the moment can I call you back?” Amo:” Yeah sure, I’ll be waiting…” Me:” Okay, bye.”

I hung with a huge smile on my face, he really managed to up my mood a bit. I walked over to Tebo. Me:” Sorry about that.” I fiddled with my fingers. Him:” It is okay, I was more than willing to wait.” Me:” Alright, so what did you want to talk about?” Him:” Uhm… (Froze for a minute)” Me:” Are you going to say something?” Him:” Eish Zee I’m sorry, this was a mistake. I’m sorry I wasted your time. I have to go.” He tried to walk away but I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards me. Me:” Hey, don’t do that. Come on, you can always talk to me.” I stared into his eyes and I could sense a feeling of hurt. Me:” Is everything okay Tebogo?” Him:” (Sigh) I can’t do this, I thought I could but I can’t. Not when I love you so much.” He broke free from my grip and walked away. I just looked at him defeated and after a moment I walked back home.

(News Café Menlyn)

(Message alert: Kea) Her: I hope you like this (JPEG NUDE PIC)

I coughed hysterically after I saw that pic of her, she was in a bathtub spreading her legs with two of her fingers inside her pussy…

Lindo:” Babe are you okay?” Me:” (Coughing) I… I…”

(Message alert: Kea) Her: How about this? (JPEG NUDE PIC)

I stood up so quickly, as I was now sweating and kept on coughing. Me:” Babe please (Coughing) excuse me. I need to go to the gents.” Her:” O-kay… Please don’t die on the way there…” I took my phone and rushed to the gents. Kea is trying to kill me fuck. I took a moment before I looked at the pictures again. They gave me an instant boner.

Dialing Kea’s number… (Ringing)

She answered on the second ring… Her:” I should’ve known lover boy.” She smiled on the other side Me:” Keabetswe…” I said calmly. Her:” Yes love?” Me:” (Deep breath) Keabetswe Thabane…” I was getting pissed. Her:” Hau babe, what’s the matter? I thought I should get your blood running…” Me:” Why are you doing this?” Her:” You know why and you on the other hand want more of me…” Me:” Stop lying to yourself. What happened last night was a onetime thing and it will never happen again, get that?” Her:” Oh lover boy I’m not done with you, not yet anyway so brace yourself for more of me and not the Kea from school but the Kea from last night boo…” That was enough to get my blood boiling, if she said all that in my presence I would’ve long fucked her by now. Me:” Where are you?” Her:” I’m at home and I’m alone till 22:00 pm wanna come through?” “Excuse me…” I turned and it was the waitress. Me:” Look I’ll call you later.” I hung up and looked at the waitress… Her:” Sorry for just budging in here like this, I was worried about you after you ran off coughing so I thought I should check up on you.” Me:” As you can see I’m fine. Excuse me.” She blocked the way and locked the door. Her:” You don’t look okay to me…” She said pointing at danger. Her:” I’m willing to assist with that if you don’t mind.” She bit her lower lip. Me:” No, I’m fine thank you. Just a moment of weakness.” She came closer to me and put her hand in my sweatpants and started giving me a hand job. Me:” Uhm… (Deep breath) look… pleeeaaase stop…” Her:” Do you want me to stop?” She said in a seductive manner.

A part of me didn’t want her to stop, matter of fact this hand job was so great that I wanted to fuck her right there and then but I just kept thinking about uLindo and how she must be worried about me. I’ve been gone for too long.

Voice:” Sandile are you in there? Baby are you okay?” Me:” (Whispered) Shit… Fuck…” Her:” Let her be, the door is locked.” Me:” Dude please, I’m begging you. She’s my everything.” I tried pushing her away but she kept going faster and faster until I came. My knees were shaking and my head was spinning. TF did this girl just do to me? Her:” Now that I serviced you, you owe me one.” She took my phone and punched her numbers in and headed to the door. Her:” And oh… (She turned to look at me) the name is Chloe. Make sure you call or honey dearest will know about this little incident.” She winked at me and got out. Me:" (Whispered) Fuck!!!"

(On the other side of the door) Lindo:” What are you doing in the guy’s toilet?” She raised her brow. Chloe:” I work here boo, I was simply doing my job of placing toilet papers in the cubicles now if you'll excuse.” She pushed her aside and walked away. Lindo just looked at her and went back to our table.