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(Sands Car)

(Sending text message to Kea) I have to drop off Lindo first, I cannot just up and leave her here stranded. I’ll be there… (Response from Kea) Better make it quick, time is not on my side. We have to make this a memorable night. Xoxo

Shit what have I gotten myself into? What is she planning to do? Surely she can’t expect me to sleep with her? I need to get hold of that video, even if it means stealing her phone. “How could you do this to me Sandile?” I looked at her and she had tears in her eyes. I ruined her night and I’m about to break her heart yet again. Me:” Babe I’m sorry, I was not feeling well so I was napping in the car.” Lindo:” You could’ve told me instead of disappearing on me like that. Do you know how it feels pretending to people telling them that I knew where you were when I didn’t?” She sobbed. Me:” Please don’t cry? I’m really sorry babe, I’ll make it up to you. Come here…” I pulled her in and hugged her, I was broken and I couldn’t tell her that I’m being blackmailed by Kea and the reason for that is because she saw me kissing Zee. That will only confirm her suspicions. Lindo:” Can we go? It’s getting cold out here.” Me:” Of course my lady.” I faked a smile. I opened the door for her and went to my side and drove off. Lindo:” I was thinking…” Me:” About?” Lindo:” How about we go to your crib and you’ll take me home ek’seni?” Me:” Uhm… (Clears throat) Uh…” I choked on my words and I didn’t even know what to say to her. She’s been sending me signals that she wants to take our relationship to the next level and here I am about to disappoint her. Lindo:” Are you going to say something?” Me:” Can I take a rain check?” Lindo:” Tell me you’re kidding?” She shouted. Me:” Honestly I’m not feeling okay and I just want to sleep it off.” Lindo:” (Teary) Sandile are you cheating on me?” Me:” (Sigh) No I’m not, please… I need you to understand.” Lindo:” Yeah sure.” She looked out the window and sobbed in silence. I wish I could tell her that it was going to be okay but it wasn’t, not while Kea has that video. I love her, I really do. I’m just confused, Zee has me all confused and what not. Me:” We’re here…” Lindo:” Thanks for nothing…” She tried getting off but I grabbed her arm. Lindo:” Let me go!” Me:” You can’t leave like this babe, please?” Lindo:” What do you want from me Sandile?” Me:” I love you…” I know I’m going to regret saying that but I needed to reassure her that I’m still in it. Lindo:” You do?” She looked at me straight in the eyes. Me:” Yes I do and I’m sorry about this okay?” Lindo:” I love you too.” She smiled. Me:” I’ll see you later tomorrow. I’ll take you out for lunch.” Lindo:” Alright love. Drive safe.” We kissed and then I drove off.

(Message alert: Kea) Are you coming or what? Never keep a lady waiting… Sands: I’m on my way….

Zee: Me:” So where are we spending the night?” Amo:” I don’t know, you tell me?” Me:” You can always take me home hey.” Amo:” And miss out on the opportunity of spending the night with you? Never…” Me:” Amo nothing is going to happen between us.” Amo:” Don’t be too sure.” Me:” I’m serious…” Amo:” Want me to prove you otherwise?” Me:” You’re not going to prove anything. It’s just not gon’ happen okay.” Amo:” (Laughs) whatever you say Zee but we’ll see how things play out.”

(The Capital Menlyn Maine)

Driving in to this hostel made me want to leave but then I thought about Lindo watching that video and thinking that I’m secretly dating Zee and that I’ve been stringing her along, I can’t do that to her. It’ll break her heart and I’d hate to be the reason why she has trust issues. Me:” (Whispered) Room 224, here we go.” (Knock, knock) Kea:” (Smile) Oh you made it, I was beginning to think that you were not going to come through. Please come in…” The fuck is this girl’s problem? She was wearing lingerie, see through lingerie and I could see everything. Girl about to make a nigga weak. You know I never thought Kea had such a sexy body, in school uniform she was alright I guess but what I’m seeing right now, damn!!! She has nothing on my girl or Zee but I have to give out compliments when they are due and this right here is a fucken sexy bitch! Kea:” Are you just going to stand there and look at me or you’re going to come in?” Me:” Look Kea I don’t think this is a good idea, I came fine can I go now?” She’s not about to trap me, fuck no!!! Kea:” Well it’s a pity cause it’s not up to you.” She bit her lip. Me:” What do you want?” Kea:” Come in and you’ll see.” She winked at me. She made way for me to get in, the room had a romantic feel and I knew then that it’s about to go down. Kea:” Wine?” Me:” No thanks, I’m driving…” Kea:” (Laughs) by the time I’m done with you, you’ll be sober as fuck. Here…” She handed me a glass of wine and she sat next to me and sipped on hers. I wanted to strike a conversation just to divert my mind from her sexiness but words failed me. I just couldn’t stop eyeing her and my boy was getting excited. Kea:” Sandile…” Me:” mhmmm…” Kea:” My face is up here…” She said lifting my face up because I busy looking at her boobs. Kea:” I want you to fuck me hard tonight…” Me:” (Eyes widened) What???” Kea:” I know you want all of this and it’s all yours so do what you please with it.” Her voice was so sexy and inviting. She said all the right things to get a nigga hard. I forgot about Lindo and Zee the moment she said “Fuck me hard.” Me:” Honey I wouldn’t want to hurt you.” Kea:” I believe I can handle whatever you have underneath those pants.” She held my crotch and started rubbing against it. I’d be lying if I said that it was not nice because it was fucken awesome! Me:” Woah… Don’t start something you will not be able to see through.” Kea:” Try me…” Without wasting any time, I picked her up and threw her on the bed. She kissed me hungrily and I responded with the same hunger. Don’t judge a nigga please, I haven’t had sex in like forever so I’m not about to make this a wasted opportunity. I started kissing on her neck and she let out soft moans. She helped me get out of my clothes and I was just left in my boxers. She came on top of me and left traces of kisses from my neck all the way down to my boy (I call him danger) she started blowing me, damn! I was cringing, my toes were curling, I don’t know what she was doing but shit, she was fucken good at it. She gave me a deep throat and I let out a loud moan, man I felt like crying… Kea:” Are you ready???” I just nodded, I put on a condom and she put danger into her pussy, her vagina felt warm and at the same time cold. The moment danger slid in, I was in heaven. All morals and values flew out the window from that point on. She started riding me, she began a slow rotation of her hips, going up and down. I had my hands on her waist the entire time. She kept changing her pace, she would go slow and then fast. I literally had a porn star riding on my dick. As she was busy riding me she kept saying things like “I’ll show you how a man is supposed to be rode…” “Do you like it baby???”, “Love it when I fuck you hard?” “Spank me baby…” Her dirty talk and sexy moans just drove be crazy, I just wanted to me in control. I picked her up while danger was still inside her and I put her up against the wall… Kea:” aahhhh… That’s more like it. Go crazy on me… Fuck me hard daddy” She bit her lip. My arm was around her waist and the other leaning against the wall, I drove danger in deeper into her wet pussy and went harder and harder as she moaned louder and louder. I threw her on the bed and came in from behind. I doggied her and thrust her as hard as I fucken could and when we both climaxed, it was like a rain forest, we crumbled next to each other like sand. We lay on the bed, catching our breath, there was just an awkward silence. I just had sex with someone I didn’t love nor liked and it was magical. How do I face Lindo after this whole thing? Kea:” Any regrets?” I just shook my head and retreated to the bathroom to clean myself up.