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When we got to his place it was around 21:00 pm, I was really feeling tired and super hungry. I couldn’t eat in the car because Sands said that he doesn’t want anyone eating in his car and that he himself doesn’t eat in the car. I tried begging him to let it slid this once but he wouldn’t budge so I had to wait until we get to his place. Me:” I thought we were never going to arrive…” I rolled my eyes and got off. Sands:” Since when do you open the door for yourself?” Me:” Since I’m hungry and tired and wena you’re taking forever!” He lifted his hands up in surrender and led the way to the house. We went to the kitchen were we sat on the bar-stools next to the kitchen counter and I just dug in. Man I was too hungry to wait for his slow ass. Sands:” You must be really hungry?” He squinted his eyes. Me:” You have no idea…” Sands:” So tell me, why me?” Me:” Why you?” Sands:” Yes, why call me off all the people you could’ve called?” Me:” I don’t know nami, I just went with whomever popped up in my head first.” Sands:” So you were thinking about me?” He grinned. Me:” Don’t get ahead of yourself dear, I just… Never mind. Thanks by the way.” I smiled at him. Sands:” You just…?” Me:” Yeah… So mom and dad are loaded?” I had to change the subject, I am going through some personal stuff right now and I’m not about to off load on a complete stranger. Sands:” What a way to avoid the subject at hand. Yes, this is their wealth I’m just merely a trust fund kid. I won’t brag about something that’s not mine.” Me:” You don’t say?” Sands:” Yep, it’s their money not mine so this is all them. I’m grateful for all that I have though.” He stood up and went to place his glass in the sink. Wow, I’m impressed by what he just said. He is so humble and down to earth, doesn’t care about the money his born in, in actual fact he is appreciative and grateful for all that he has. For me, that was definitely a first. If only all rich kids out there acted the way he does. His not cocky and full of pride instead he acts as any other normal kid around the block. Hence, I never not even once thought he was a rich kid because he never flashed it in my face. My phone rang and it was a number I didn’t recognize… Me:” Talk to me…” Voice:” So you stood me up vele? Yaz I waited and waited?” Me:” Excuse me, who’s this?” Voice:” You can’t be serious Zee, not even your mind can triggered something from just hearing my voice?” Me:” Like seriously guy are you going to tell me your name or what?” Voice:” Take a wild guess?” Me:” I don’t have time for this, it’s late and I despise guessing games.” I hung before he could reply and put my phone on silent. Sands:” And that?” He raised his brows. Me:” I don’t know, probably some fucker trying to get my attention.” I stood up and cleaned up where I was eating. I washed the few dishes that we made. I had a glass of water and stared at Sands for no reason, he was busy on his phone so he didn’t notice me staring. I could really see us being good friends, his such an easy guy. Me:” So ngiyo’lalaphi?” I laughed at the sound of that. I sounded really weird. Sands:” Just stick to English dear please.” He said laughing his lungs out. Me:” I’m not that bad hau, so uthini ke?” I placed my hands on my waist. Sands:” In my bedroom of course, on my bed with me.” He had a serious look on his face. Me:” I hope you’re not getting any ideas…” I walked towards the stairs. Sands:” Love please, I don’t want to have sex with you so just chill.” He had a smirk on his face.

Hearing him say that was a hard pill to swallow. He just told me that he is not interested in being intimate with me, now that really broke a girl’s ego. Here I was thinking I’m all that kanti nex I’m lying to myself. I wonder why his not sexually drawn to me? Do I even want him to? Am I not sexy enough for him? Damn you Sands! We got to his room and he just decided to change right in front of me. I was just mesmerized by his physique, he was so hot damn! I could already see us together on that huge bed getting it on but then again he doesn’t see me that way, how sad. I had a frown on my face the entire time. Like it was sad how I lusted over him right there and then. Sands:” Are you not going to change into something comfortable?” He was just wearing his boxers and Nike socks. He had a tattoo of a Falcon on his chest, it really suit him seeing that he was buffed and all. Me:” I am, after you give me some privacy.” I rolled my eyes. Sands:” Don’t worry honey, I won’t even look at you.”

He took his phone and sat on the couch. He was really making me feel small and unattractive. The things he was saying really broke me inside. I had really thought he wanted me but then again he never said anything to suggest that he did. I stood up, took my bag and went to the bathroom to change into my nightie. I washed my face and brushed my teeth after.

I walked into the bedroom and found him in bed already waiting for me. I was wearing my short night dress, I don’t even know why I packed a night dress in instead of my pjs. Honestly what was I thinking was going to happen tonight? I felt so dump. Sands:” That’s pretty short, trying to turn me on?” He bit his lip. Me:” It’s the only clean one I had.” I blushed. I was embarrassed to say the least. He probably saw me as a loose girl. I mean out of the girlfriends I had, I called him and then I come here with something short to sleep in. I really didn’t think this through. He opened the covers for me and invited me to join him and so I did. I was so nervous, it’s something I have never done before. Sharing a bed with a guy that is. I laid my back before turning to face him, he stared straight into my eyes and said… Sands:” You’re beautiful do you know that?” Me:” Thank you, you’re not too bad yourself.” I smiled at him. Sands:” Sleep tight beautiful.” He winked. He turned and looked the other way before switching off the side lamp. This guy is something else, he tells me that he doesn’t want to have sex me then he tells me I’m beautiful. What's with the mixed signals? He had me really confused and a part of me had hoped he’ll kiss me goodnight at least but then again I’m the one who pushed him away when he tried to kiss me before. I had all these questions in my head and before I knew it I was also out.